i walked away from my former comrades, there was nothing i could do to help them now.
i took a carriage back to Canjouster and tried to get back to the life that i knew before. i often thought of the armies that i fought with, and the generals who were my friends. the more that i gave to conforming back to the life i once knew, the more that my mind became occupied with the war. as the days went on, my thoughts were directed back to the lands of the Romans, the Elves, the Dwarves, and the Norse. no matter how much i reasoned with myself that i did the right thing, i just couldnt shake the feeling that i abandoned them...
the Magic nation was a very real threat, and i knew that the Resistance needed all the help that they could get. so after a month of mental torment, i got up and packed my bags again. as i took a carriage to the camp, i planned the Magic's defeat:
if we could save the enslaved Norse warriors and their chieftain from my wayward sister, then we would have another large army with us. this might give us the advantage over the Magic. (we'd cut off their mining operations, and give ourselves another army, its a nice swing isnt it?)
after that, we would find some way to break the shield surrounding Zarg. although this isnt the Magic capital, might as well take out the largest stronghold now so that we wont have to do it later. if Zarg fell, then that might demoralize them. with all that psychological trauma, they would lose focus, thus their magical abilities would suffer greatly (obviously making the war much easier)
i got back to the camp, and stood in front of the generals that i fought next to, and they looked like they knew i would come back...